I am sitting here at my computer and looking at a wonderful picture of my son. He has that smile that would melt anyone’s heart and I am asking my self why? I have really struggled the last week or so and I keep thinking how much longer before it doesn’t hurt so badly. I [...]
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How Long Before It Doesn’t Hurt So Bad?
Posted in Grief and the Process on January 13, 2008 | 2 Comments »
Don’t Take It For Granted!
Posted in Grief and the Process, The Journal Pages on December 31, 2007 | 1 Comment »
I haven’t been able to post for a while because every time I wanted to write it was just to personal to put into words and put on paper or it hurt to bad to share. I have been very busy as I am sure many of you have also. It always seem [...]
How Far Can I Run?
Posted in Grief and the Process, The Journal Pages on November 13, 2007 | 1 Comment »
All day today I have wanted to run away. I wanted to go as far as I could and as fast as I could drive. Not sure where I was going or where I would end up but just wanted to be as far away from my life as I could get. The thing that [...]
God is Faithful
Posted in Grief and the Process on October 30, 2007 | 3 Comments »
The past week or so I have been really trying to figure out where I am in the “grief process”. I am struggling with sadness and missing Adam alot lately but I sense that I am not so deep into the GRIEF THING. I miss him alot and then I talk to him and then [...]
What Death Has Taught Me
Posted in Grief and the Process on October 15, 2007 | Leave a Comment »
This is not a happy little entry so if you are looking for happiness and an uplifting message or post STOP. I am having a very hard day today and I am full of heavy sadness and missing Adam a lot today, some things happened this weekend that were hard to handle and it just made me miss [...]
I’m Getting Up!
Posted in Grief and the Process on October 11, 2007 | 2 Comments »
I e-mailed my daughter in law (Adam’s Wife) the other day just to let her know I was thinking about her and I told her in my note that I was no longer going to tell people that I was doing fine or OK. I decided if I am having a bad day I would say [...]
How Do I Get Thru Today?
Posted in Grief and the Process on October 8, 2007 | Leave a Comment »
Good Morning or should I just say Morning! I want to say good morning and then believe it will be a good day. I got out of bed early today and it was raining so I knew I would have to postpone my walk until later. I had planned to go to the cemetery today. [...]
