The past week or so I have been really trying to figure out where I am in the “grief process”. I am struggling with sadness and missing Adam alot lately but I sense that I am not so deep into the GRIEF THING. I miss him alot and then I talk to him and then [...]
Archive for October, 2007
God is Faithful
Posted in Grief and the Process on October 30, 2007 | 3 Comments »
Listening To The Voice of God
Posted in The God Pages on October 27, 2007 | 1 Comment »
I have been trying very hard lately to hear the voice of God concerning things going on in my life. I feel like I have become more attuned to the things of the spirit and hear His voice when I seek Him. He may not dump this huge conversation right in my lap but I [...]
A Word To Moms
Posted in The Journal Pages on October 24, 2007 | 1 Comment »
This has been very heavy on my heart today, in fact it has been a subject that I have wanted to address for a little over a week now and just for some reason keep putting it off. If we as Mothers are not praying for our children then who is? It is our responsibility [...]
My Mom and Dad!
Posted in The Journal Pages on October 19, 2007 | Leave a Comment »
I spent the day with my parents today and I loved the time I had with them. We went out for lunch and did a little shopping. My Dad works at Walmart full time and my Mom is a stay at home wife. They are wonderful parents and they have been so supportive of me [...]
A Good Day!
Posted in The Journal Pages on October 18, 2007 | Leave a Comment »
Today was a great day! I hit the floor with the praises of God on my lips, even before I hit the coffee pot. My day went so much better than when I go into my day without so much as a Good Morning God. I know I need to seek His face early in [...]
Friends
Posted in The Journal Pages on October 17, 2007 | 1 Comment »
Today has been one of those days full of ups and downs. I would be up one moment and then in a pile of snot and tears the next. I try to figure out what brings on the tears but can’t find anything that specific and it just comes on for no reason. I spent [...]
What Death Has Taught Me
Posted in Grief and the Process on October 15, 2007 | Leave a Comment »
This is not a happy little entry so if you are looking for happiness and an uplifting message or post STOP. I am having a very hard day today and I am full of heavy sadness and missing Adam a lot today, some things happened this weekend that were hard to handle and it just made me miss [...]
I’m Getting Up!
Posted in Grief and the Process on October 11, 2007 | 2 Comments »
I e-mailed my daughter in law (Adam’s Wife) the other day just to let her know I was thinking about her and I told her in my note that I was no longer going to tell people that I was doing fine or OK. I decided if I am having a bad day I would say [...]
Today In My Life
Posted in The Journal Pages on October 10, 2007 | Leave a Comment »
Today started out kinda rough. I spent alot of time crying this morning and I could feel myself slipping into a deep crevice. I held on to the edge and pulled myself out. I did it by putting someone else in front of me. I had to help a friend today that needed someone to [...]
To Mothers and Fathers
Posted in The Journal Pages on October 9, 2007 | 1 Comment »
This post is to all the Moms and Dads out there. Do you know your children/child? I mean really know them. Now this is probably more for the parents of older children than younger children but do you really know them? Do you know what they dream of being, what they are afraid of, what [...]
